1 August ยท Girlfriend's Day ยท 2.5 years of us
I couldn't fit everything into a text message. So I built you a small, quiet room on the internet instead. Stay a while.
Open me first
Some things are easier to write than to say without laughing nervously halfway through.
tap the envelope
Meri jaan ๐,
Aaj humare 2.5 saal complete ho gaye. 2.5 saal pyaar ke, romance ke, khushi ke โ aur thodi si ladai ke bhi (jyada to tune hi ki hai ๐ ).
Is poori journey mein maine bahut kuch seekha โ tere baare mein bhi, aur pyaar ke baare mein bhi. Tujhse milne se pehle mujhe sach mein pata hi nahi tha ki love hota kya hai aur mere liye uska matlab kya hai. Main sochta tha relationship matlab bas ye sab hota hai โ ghumna, baatein, pyaar. Par relationship actually relationship hoti hai: care karna, feelings share karna, apna poora din share karna, respect dena, ek dusre ke liye har boundary cross kar jaana, aur roz pyaar ka ek naya record bana dena. Iski koi limit hi nahi hai. It's limitless. Tujhse milne ke baad pata chala ki love kitni beautiful cheez hai.
Teri har ek baat mere liye important hoti hai. Jis din tu naraz hoti hai, mera bhi poora mood off rehta hai โ main tujhe ek pal ke liye bhi sad nahi dekh sakta (haan, hoti hamesha meri hi galti ki wajah se hai ๐ข). Aur teri ek smile meri saari tension ek second mein door kar deti hai. Tu meri love angel hai ๐.
Tujhe "meri jaan" bulane mein ek alag hi sukoon milta hai. Jab bahut zyada cute lagti hai to "cutiepie", aur jab thodi si zidd karti hai ya bacchon ki tarah pyaar chahiye hota hai to "babu". Bolun kuch bhi โ tu hai meri, aur sirf meri.
Aur ye feelings kabhi khatam nahi hongi. 2.5 saal ho gaye aur lagta hai abhi toh shuruaat hai, meri jaan. Poori zindagi abhi baaki hai, aur main har din tujhe bilkul yahi wala pyaar dena chahta hoon โ bas thoda aur zyada.
Happy 2.5 years, aur Happy Girlfriend's Day, meri jaan ๐
Tera, hamesha โ
Mohit
Us, hanging around
I went looking for our best photos and gave up โ they were all the best ones.
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Things I notice and never mention
You probably don't even know I clocked these. I clocked all of them.
Not the polite one you use in front of people. The unfiltered one that arrives too loud and takes over the room. I'd do embarrassing things all day just to hear it.
There's a version of it that only exists in your voice. Nobody else says it that way, and honestly, nobody else should.
The way they reach for mine without either of us deciding to. Somewhere along the way it stopped being a gesture and became a habit, and I'm glad.
Yes, even that. When you care about something you don't let go, and one of the things you decided not to let go of was me.
Sleepy, honest, saying whatever crosses your mind. That's my favourite version of you, and I don't think you know she exists.
The pouting, the tiny voice, the grabby hands, the "mujhe attention do" face โ you become this little baby who wants to be held and pampered, and I swear, that version of you could get me to do literally anything.
In order, because it matters
Nothing here made the news. All of it changed my life.
The beginning
I remember when i see you first time in the group photo the day i fell in love with you
After we met
I remeber when we first talked and i somewhat propose you but you rejected me and in a very rude way. the day i thought we would never be together.
1 Jan 2024
I remember that day when we first talked openly and share a room (without being in relationship)
The moment - 9 Feb 2024
I purpose you on that day and we decide to make our relationshop. and start the journey of making each other happy
2024 - 2026
Time fly like a bird and we completed 2 years together with alots of love fight enjoy happy moments
Today
Older, calmer, more certain. Same feeling, better foundations. 2.5 saal ho gaye โ aur lagta hai abhi toh shuruaat hai.
On the loud days, the tired days, the days you don't feel like enough โ this page will still be here, saying the same thing it says today. You are so deeply loved, Minnie.
Yours, always โ Mohit